Sixty Years

Sixty years, sixty years, how long will that last?

The horizon of my future breaks so near,

and this curving path rolls so far past,

an eternity of time, a road paved with fear.

I march forward slowly, faking calm.

I try to touch the unknown and hug it tight

like a child reaching upwards in the night,

hoping to feel dark velvet on her palm;

and so of course, the disappointment stings.

I must keep marching anyway, dragged along,

by love and kindness, mother’s words, a lover’s song,

pulling gently like a puppet’s golden strings.

But sixty years, years without hope or guiding maps…

Will I make it all that way? Or will I just collapse?